The Double (2013 Movie)

Simon: There's someone I've been thinking about, a lot.

James: Like some fantasy shit?

Simon: No, she's real. A person.

James: So, what's the problem?

Simon: I don't know.. I have all these things that I want to say to her. Like how I can tell that she's a lonely person, even if other people can't. 'Cause I know what it feels like to be lost, and lonely, and invisible. I've tried talking to her but I don't know how to be myself. It's like, I'm permanently outside myself. Like you could put your hand straight through me if you wanted to. And I can see the type of man that I want to be versus the type of man that I actually am, and I know that I'm doing it, but I'm incapable of doing what needs to be done. I'm like Pinocchio.. I'm a wooden boy. Not a real boy. And it kills me..

James: *asleep*

"No sé lo que era pero teníamos algo especial y lo sabíamos. Lo podías ver en el modo que nos movíamos y hablábamos. No hablábamos mucho, lo dábamos todo por sobreentendido, y eso era lo que ponía negro a todo el mundo, el aire de seguridad que despedíamos."
- Charles Bukowski  (via hachedesilencio)

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